God is brave. He’s brave in the fact that He trusts me. God trusts me to go out and speak His truths into the hearts of His people. Honestly, I don’t get it. Why God would use a broken vessel like me—flawed in every way— is beyond my understanding. Yet, I’ve learned much about God through the experience.
First, I’ve learned that God is the real communicator. He’s the teacher who invites me along on His excursions. What an awesome thing it is to hang-out with Jesus—to go where He goes, sleep where He sleeps, and minister where He minister’s. I wonder if what I feel are the same feelings that the Disciplines had as they journeyed with Christ. There’s practical work we do in preparation for the trip, but the entire outing is Gods. It’s as if He invites, “Hey, I’m going to _________ today. Would you like to come?”
Oh, sure, it appears that we are the ones doing the ministering. But the truth is its Christ. Moses understood this. Even though the people saw Moses calling down plagues, parting the sea, and setting the children of Israel free, Moses knew it was God in him doing the actual work. And so do I.
Secondly, I’ve learned if I think I have anything to offer, I’m mistaken. It’s not a question of my giftedness, experiences, or knowledge that qualifies me to be God’s disciple. No. It’s that I have nothing at all to contribute. It’s when I come to the end of myself that Christ is able to use me. When I get out of the way, amazing things happen—things I could have never dreamed, imagined, or accomplished on my own. But that’s God’s plan along.
He wants to make us dangerous women of God. Christ wants full reign so that through us He can do damage for the Father’s kingdom. Finally, I’ve learn that’s called grace. I don’t deserve to be His co-worker, but by the grace of God, I am. It’s a gift of a lifetime! Experiencing God’s grace at work in and through me is what belonging to Him is all about. It’s how we make a difference in our generation.
I came across this below poem written by Lynne Hybels. I’ve adapted her version of “Dear God, please make us Dangerous Women” to read more like a prayer. I hope you’ll make it one of yours.
May we be Dangerous Women of God
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
• May I be a womon who acknowledges the power to change, grow, and be radically alive for God
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I pray deeply and teach others wisely
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I be a healer of wounds and righter of wrongs
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I weep with those who weep and speak for those who cannot speak
Lord, make me Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I cherish children, embrace the elderly, and empower the poor
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I a be strong and gentle leader
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I sing songs of joy and laugh out loud in the face of fear
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I join my tribe as a woman and thank God for my sisters
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I never hesitate to let passion push me, conviction compel me, and righteous anger energize me
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I strike fear into all that is unjust and evil in the world
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I shine like stars in a darkened generation
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
· May I do good in the name of Jesus and by the power of God, and in that name and by that power, may I change the world
Lord, make me a Dangerous Woman for You!
A-Men
Starr says
You are so on the mark! I had to teach at a women’s retreat last weekend on the subject of God’s peace and God’s provision (topics chosen by me) and found myself struggling in a very strong battle against those very two things!
I absolutely had nothing within my own strength to offer, but God had amazing plans to use me and my not-so-pleasant expereinces to help other hurting women. He is so awesome! He can take those of us so unworthy and work mightily through us to help others.
By the way, Your ministry has touched me deeply and God works mightily through your willingness to serve Him. Thank you for your obedience.
Love and blessings,
Starr
Jami says
Wow Micca – this is just what I needed to read tonight! I am working on a bio sheet now because I’ve felt Christ’s promptings to move forward in my dream to speak to women. I’m going to go knocking on doors and then sit back and see what God has in store. I met you at She Speaks and just love you!! 🙂
Thanks for sharing and reminding me that it’s SO NOT about ability or giftedness or experiences, but about Christ!! Why is pride such a tough thing to overcome??! My prayer is that I will be humble and allow Christ to do whatever He wishes with me…publically or privately in my own home with my wonderful family. 🙂
Thanks for being used in my life tonight!
Jami
Carol Davis says
Great stuff! Inspiring post! Always encouraging!
Kathy S. says
Once again Micca, I feel we are kindred spirits (imagine that!). I loved the prayer and I love the reminder of who we are in Christ and who we are not…
You inspire me.