If I Only Had The Nerve

Sep 27

Hi Friends, I’m resting at home and hope you’re doing well, too. I wanted to share the below with you via video but it didn’t work out. Praying that God uses it to speak to your heart!


I’ve found that people will either cower away from hard situations or charge forward with courage. As for the cowardly lion in the classical movie, The Wizard of OZ, he did both. Of all the OZ characters, I best identify with him. Like the lion, I believe I could do anything if I only had the nerve. The trouble is that in scary situations the only “nerve” I have is a nervous stomach. Yet, I’ve faced some pretty hard circumstances in my life and I’ve discovered that I’m more courageous than I ever dreamed. One of the hurdles that took real courage was my first speaking engagement.

I was asked to give a devotional to the band members of a Christian school as they prepared to compete with other high school bands at the state competition. On my way to the school that fall morning, my heart was full of joy. I was eager and well prepared to speak to the teens. All was going well until I pulled into the school’s parking lot.

Suddenly, I was paralyzed by fear. With my hands frozen to the steering wheel of the car, I couldn’t move. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t believe I had said, “Yes” to speak to anyone! Doubts about my ability and message flooded my heart and mind. I was in full-blown panic mode. With my hands still glued to the wheel, I turned and looked at the passenger seat. In my mind’s eye, Satan was sitting there with a boastful grin painted across his devilish face that taunted me with doubt. How am I going to pull this off? I anxiously wondered.

Still, I had a choice to make. Either I could allow my anxiety to prevent me from speaking or I could face the platform with courage. How does one find courage when they’re trembling in fear? Sometimes it comes down to deciding what is more important—the thing we need to do or yielding to our fear. Courage is not absence of fear as you might think. Rather, it withstands fear. Being courageous is being brave enough to move through our fears. How? We put our hope in God who will see us through.

That day in my car when fear gripped me, I searched my thoughts only to discover that my nervousness is based on pride. What will they think of me? I nervously wondered. Knowing my own limitations created doubt in my mind, which in turn could have caused me to back away. Instead, I decided to move forward in faith. My heart warmed as I considered what was more important. God wanted to use me to speak truth and encouragement to those teens. Sure, my heart was pounding and my knees were knocking, but I chose to be brave. I chose to speak–afraid. The result was amazing. That’s the incredible truth about courage. It transforms the ordinary into something extraordinary.

When you feel fearful, what’s at the source? Are you focusing on yourself? Taking our eyes off ourselves helps us to see past our fears to the needs of others. Where has God placed you right now? Are you in an ungodly workplace? Perhaps, you’re in a bad relationship with a spouse or friend. Maybe you’re living beside unbelieving neighbors or you have to care for aging parents. Whatever your situation, you have a decision to make. Will you cower away or charge forth in faith? While you may face scary risks, think of the difference you could make in someone’s life or a whole community if you simply choose to be courageous!

Whatever God is calling you to do this is His promise. “Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go” (Joshua 1:9). Through you and me God can touch another, perhaps save a life. The possibilities are endless if you only have the nerve.

Dear Lord, Break this stronghold of fear and worry in my life. Increase my faith in you.


  1. Melanie Grace says

    Just finished praying for you this morning. I’m sure the Great Physician has the perfect R/X for you. So follow Doctors’ orders even if it hurts. Love you. And once again your post has enCOURAGEd me to push fear out of the way so I can live in the present in His Presence!

  2. Loretta says

    So glad you are home and resting, will continue to pray for a quick recovery.

    I love the cowardly lion story. I never thought about it, but I know I could do anything if I only had the nerve. I guess it is time to find my nerve in God, and know He will take care of everything.

    Thank you for the post as once again you spoke volumes!

  3. says

    Hi Micca,

    The stories of how God coaxed and led us into speaking for him are so meaningful, aren’t they? My story involves a particular song that first hit me on a dusty outdoor concert when he told me to talk, and then years later, it came on the radio right before my first speaking event, right when the nerves were starting to hit. My eyes filled with tears, and I cradled my cardboard coffee mug in tender love to my Abba for the timing of his song.

    Have a great week,
    Jennifer Dougan

  4. Donna says

    Thank you so much for taking time to write the devotions. It has meant alot to me personally. No matter what my struggles or situations seem to be at the time, GOD has always allowed me to read and understand them in a way that I can apply it to my life. Have a wonderful week.

  5. Valerie Dvorak says

    Good Morning Micca
    Thank you for the devotional this morning!
    It’s encouraging to be reminded that God doesn’t try to hide His will from us. I am in a ladies group doing the Bible Study “What Happens When Women say Yes to God” and this fits right into it. I love the verse in Jeremiah 29:11 about the Lord having plans and a future for us. But, my spirit is troubled when I hear people quote it and not continue on through verse 13, because it is when we call on Him and seek Him with all our heart!

  6. I.C. says

    MIcca, I can relate to what your going through as I too recently fell and injured my arm, causing painful injury to my right shoulder. An x-ray and MRI later, the extent of my fall was revealed as a tear in my rotator cuff. Six weeks of therapy, unfortunately, did not help very much with the difficulty I had in lifting that arm. A steroid shot directly in my shoulder did help immensely in allowing movement in that area again. I hope you recovery soon.
    Thank you for your devotional. I so much enjoy each morning returning to work, turning on my computer, and seeing a new devotional-encouragement for today-waiting for me! :0) God bless you!

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